We did our Holiday cooking yesterday. Smoked Turkey and Baked ham. I made mom’s homemade dressing, cooked Collard greens, took one of my homemade Sweet Potato Pie out of the freezer, and Homemade Mashed Potatoes and Prime Ribs.

I was supposed to make the cake and could not do it. My husband made a coconut cake with pineapple preserves in the middle and covered it with Apple Jelly. It is just the two of us so we wanted to feed the Pastors on the first Sunday like we did when I was growing up. After all that cooking, I could not eat. Now, today everything fell down on me, it was the anniversary of .my sister’s death. We have to recognize the symptoms of grief as not to be overtaken. If you think because you are saved you will be exempt from emotions, I say Notttttt.